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PAEAN FOR THE PESSIMIST​-​catalog age 11​-​21​(​double album)

by Bud Clowers

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Nostalgia 05:22
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So She Said 02:29
So she said, This is where it hurts as she points to her heart This is where I lurk as i hide in the dark This train is a mad house and everyone's dying Everyone's smiling but deep down theyre crying Somewhere back on that railroad track I was singing at the top of my lungs And my only hope was to finally know if id see my father again So she said this is where it hurts as she points to her cheek This is what she said as she struggles to speak Through suffring and sadness and anguish and pain I still will remember I still wont complain Somewhere pleading my mother is screaming Shes calling my name once again As she's fighting back their knuckles will crack and I might never see her again Somewhere back on that railroad track I was singing at the top of my lungs And my only hope was to finally know if id see my father again If id see my father again So she said
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I thought I was alone but shes still on my mind I cant help but be amazed by the look in your eyes She told me im a fool she tole me i was blind and then i told her shes an angel she wanted to fly she wanted the world at her hands but she needed a sign she regrets havin second thoughts in the nick of time she never had to worry about nothin never had to pay but she always has to think about others at the end of the day she asked me whats the deal? i said give me some time She told me that was great If i could just get it right how bout a trade off yeah? hows about we agree if i give you all my lovin wont ya give some to me
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instrumental
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i just might regret doin what im gonna do next i think i need a break from doin what i do best Sometimes i just dont care if i have a nice girl or just a dare I dont know if im comin back cuz if im comin back babe im comin for jack OOH girl youre so sweet OOh girl youre getting to me youre so sweet it hurts you hurt me by the look in your eye I need some dessert to keep me satisfied tonight i just dont care bout no one cept the girl with the long blonde hair That girl she makes me smile, put a spell on me cause it makes me go wild
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Why baby did you say goodbye? cause goodbye has a meaning that suggests it might be a while I think i might stay a while so goodbye is incorrect because i know youll come back my child please tell me why did she have to go now i need to know or else im leaving right now alright everything will be alright because your mamas in the kitchen and ill be back tonight tonight im gonna do right by you cause if i ever did you wrong then you know it would hurt me too im sittin in my room and im thinkin bout ways to die
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The Door 03:21
no it dont feel like home but theres a place in my soul where the dark things grow and i wont i wont stop lovin you no it dont feel like me but theres so much more of this world to see and i guess theres more fish left for me I went to the door i couldnt remember anything no more I stood at the door lost in december and wondered whats this fighting for no it dont feel like home but theres a place in my heart where the sun dont show and i cant i cant fall off the road life goes on as hearts get colder and the psychic knew that wed get older and the next day i got my moneys worth i went for my love i surely could tell her whats been on my mind i searched for my love but one such pretender would rather waste my precious time
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My friends tell me ive gone mad say i need some help pretty bad but i dont listen i dont need to i am happy the way i am i see it in your eyes wont you tell me i see it in your smile wont you tell me baby i see it in your heart wont you tell me baby child I could tell you how i feel but you might not never know that it was real so just listen while i tell you i been listenin for too long If you see me on that corner with a sign wavin in my hand ill be leavin on this mornin ill be leavin for too long
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youve been good to me baby you know you make me feel fine no matter how i try i never seem to get the time ive been waiting on angels to teach me how to dance the way youre body movin will likely put me in a trance she got the face of an angel and i think im in love my angel comes from heaven, dont wanna have enough i been thinking lately youre so funny to me im in heaven when im with you dancin cheek to cheek woman i been wonderin you know im jokin with you but when i say i love you all three words are true
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Intermission 00:24
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take me to a better place that you and i only know show me a better place and ill show you a hoax she said youre alone in this world without a happy ending yeah forget what everyone has told you youre still the best i cant say much about the past i dont care much about anything their hearts feel crushed about the past their hearts feel crushed about anything i feel fine i dont feel anything my friend i feel fine i dont feel anything my friend
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and it feels like i should be a little bit closer to the place that i call home and it feels like i should be a little bit further down the road by now for what its worth i never told you a lie i only spoke the truth like isnt it strange how everyone is different yet that very inequality makes us all the same what if i cared too much to see the bottom of a wishing, well well isnt it strange how everyone is changing yet the very thought of changing is whats keeping us the same what if i thought about the end what i cared about conditions what if my conscience let me lend my thoughts on these decisions what if my heart was in its place my priorities in line what if i had another chance to show my other side for what its worth to touch the hand of failure it hurts to move and it hurts to think about how its so strange how everyone is normal yet the very thought of normalness is making us insane
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well im stuck in the middle with a kitty and a fiddle cause the cow jumped over the moon there was a pretty little girl, gonna rock my world and we was gonna get somewhere soon well a dollar and a half was the price of a laugh and i almost had to cry prettly little lady was a callin me baby and i had to wonder why i gotta admit i had a bit of a fit and i just wanted to be alone four five six gonna pick up sticks until the cats come crawlin home just wanna be alone until the cats come crawlin home come on, i know it might be wrong but i got me a secret lie just might know me a place to go where the girls say dont be shy a dollar and a dime was the price of a rhyme with a rhythm on the side just might know me a place to go do you wanna go for a ride? i gotta admit i had a bit of a fit and i just wanted to be alone just might know me a place to go do you wanna go for a ride? just wanna be alone until the cats come crawlin home do ya wanna go for a ride? well i have to say i had a terrible by the look upon ya face i havent had a minute cause ive already reached my limit and im drinkin on judgement day
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once i had me a woman child was stronger than she looked but i tell you one thing now child that butchy woman sure could cook yall when she gets angry she opens up a can all i can do is sit back and say smack me like the bitch that i am those muscles was big and so was that butt her nose was so wet she looked like a goddamned mutt she was so sa-sassafrassy i was her biggest fan that girl was so big she put shame to roseanne when she gets angry she opens up a can fresh old can of that whoop ass all i can do is sit back and say smack me like the bitch that i am That woman left me for the postmans daughter went to get my mail... thats when i caught her she said pay me no mind or ill get my thug just let it be alone and let me clean my rug when she gets angry she opens up a can all i can do is sit back and say smack me like the bitch that i am all i sat was around, all i smelled was that smell she dont like the sausage she like the taco shell when she gets angry she opens up a can all i can do is sit back and say smack me like the bitch that i am
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Kerphunk 05:12
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there once was a kid from outer space and he didnt really like his face he didnt like to swim in the skin he was in he said i gotta get out of this place they tease me displease me make fun most everyday youd better watch out im a sonofabitch and im gonna kick you out the milky way greasy space man where do you go whaddya do who do you love who do ya do there once was a child he looked so mild but the children they point and jest he keeps it inside and thinks of genocide but it was too much for him to digest he thinks about things that make him smile but comes up short every time he thinks about things that make him cry and you know hes gonna blow ya mind.
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Im flying high on the wings of an eagle im swimming deep with the fishes in the sea I wanna get myself out of this godforsaken dream im in Well well well well what do we have here weve been consumed by the fear "this is my dragon, and im here to slay it" mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Just because you dont believe doesnt mean we have to be enemies So far away from the sun that comes shining down "Ross Larson" "Logan Lavoy" "Sing it with me"
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I dont wanna stand between the two of you where does she go? (that song it haunts me but how does it go?) Where does she go? Molasses time: you'd better be quick or youll get stuck in it molasses time: get caught up in the wave
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We've seen the sun rise Seen the sun set My sun is a sailor Sailing 'cross the sea Maybe its me Maybe its dinner-time We've got no concerns Money to burn Money we've taken 9-5 is a joke Our families went broke To bring home the bacon If the world goes to shit lay down your head lay down your body Lord, lord let me burn Burn me to coal 'cause I've been so naughty I've been so careless Been so misleading So isolated Monsters are feeding, on me.
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Monsters hq 03:54
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Sad Song 04:18
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My attempt at cataloging my recordings from an early age.
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released November 24, 2012

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